Graveyard Shift: Circuit des Yeux

Reflecting on her performance at Green-Wood, Fohr offers a series of poems: "Learning to dance through loss."
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Circuit des Yeux at Green-Wood Cemetery as part of the series Graveyard Shift, June 7, 2022.Photo: Walter Wlodarczyk

Haley Fohr has said that her expansive 2021 album -io was written after the death of a close friend; that its genesis involved imaging a "geography of grief," a place where “everything is ending all the time.” So for Fohr to conjure these operatic devotionals of loss in the context of a cemetery felt immense and powerful. On the record, Fohr is propelled by a twenty-four-piece orchestra, but on the stage she channels its starkness and drama as a duo with Whitney Johnson of Matchess. When a summer rain storm arrived at Green-Wood Cemetery on the night of June 7th, audience members tucked under their umbrellas while Circuit des Yeux stayed confined to the limits of a canopy tent. Fohr stood on a chair and clawed at the distance between artist and audience. When the rain let up, and the crowd convened closer to the music, it felt like a true moment of collective ritual and catharsis. Here, accompanying the video of her Graveyard Shift performance above, Fohr reflects on that night in verse.

-Liz Pelly

A cemetery in greyscale
Provided by Sisters of Frances.

The rise of a balloon:

There is a reason why only the air of the non-living can make a balloon rise.

It’s a wonder how an unencumbered breath wrapped in rubber can make a wish come true.

The accordion of life:

They don’t tell you that right before a loved one is buried, circular holes are perforated around the shoulder point of each casket so those that have suffered can join hands.

It’s a secret linkage like those of paper angels streamed together at Christmas.

Each hole cut in us over time is a very precise step in the procedure of construction.

The last hole is snipped.

The paper accordians.

You are not just a paper tattered by holes, you are an angel holding hands, surrounded by many.

The explosive emotion of the pasture:

Here on hallowed ground soil becomes clogged with tears, sorrow, and embitterment.

It’s not fair the way a blade of grass can carry on while us humans wrestle with the mirage of justice.

The real miracle is the turbulent downpour on a summer’s night.

Only acts of nature have the potency to clear away the debris of human emotion.

The 500 person dance:

I screamed in a valley of decayed bodies

while you danced in a rushing river of rain, and locked arms with the person next to you.

Wet bodies swayed into each other, lightly caressing.

The message was that we were okay.

We were living maggots breaking down heavy shit in the dark night, arriving hungry and leaving full.

We were learning how to dance through loss.

The accordion of love:

We were all holed paper that night, becoming the accordion of love.

500 of us made something new in a torrential reality.

The echo of laughter reverberated through the soil, and flowers pushed up, reminding us of awe.

Grief is just love you can’t give to someone anymore.

And I love you (not dead yet)

I love you (not dead yet)

I love you (not dead yet) ♦

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